I apologized for the last journal, I was fighting my depression thoughts of suicide. Not only did I thought of leaving DA but to commit suicide as well. Luckily a very special friend mange to stop me with her tears. Knowing that I have people who really do care about me, I decided not to do so and just deal with it as best I can. So once again, I apologize for being so dramatic at that moment.
So at the moment I do not have any PC with me and never will have for a while. So with that said, I'm gonna take this time to rethink my life, as what I want to do in life and what I can do to get to where I want to go as a graphic designer to create my own video games with a friend. I'll be gone for a while but I'll still check on DA once in a while. Thank you for showing concerns about me on my last journal because that truly did help me a lot with my depression thoughts.